I’m drowning today. There are some mornings I wake up with the weight of the world on my chest. It makes me want to stay in bed forever. I’m on a continual quest to find balance and I’m thinking that this quest is the rest of my life and do I really want to continue like this?? When does it all come together??
I catch up on laundry. This means I neglect the dishes, my blog and the children.
I work out. I’m not behind on laundry yet, but my bedroom is a mess, I forget to schedule a home visit and when was the last time we bathed the kids??
I pay attention to the children. This usually creates messes, puts me behind on some design work and the bathrooms need cleaning.
I catch up on the blog. This means I neglect the children, need to reaccess how much TV is too much and I forget to make dinner.
I should be reading scriptures. I read. In the meantime, children destroy house and drink ALL OF MY GRAPEFRUIT JUICE. Only to discover they don’t like grapefruit juice that much and they don’t want it anymore…
I catch up on dishes. The children have to spend time to help (gold star!!), but the laundry is now neglected, I’ve never actually vaccummed…so there’s that, annnnnndddddd…
I get called on a birth.
Everything goes to crap.
Organize entire house!!
Plan entire laundry schedule!!
Write out meal plan!!
Read scriptures every day!!
I should really be doing yoga…
Do we throw a baby into this madness? And the saddest part is, I feel more organized than I have in years! And I’m still drowning!!
Yoga…that’s got to be the key right? More yoga?