I weighed in last Wednesday.  I lost 2 lbs.  It’s good.  But it’s not great.

I\’m really struggling to get into it.  I don’t know what it is…I just want to eat cookies and not work-out and not care.  I\’m struggling to be motivated.  Normally something like this really gets me going, I love the idea of some competition…but for some reason I\’m just not feeling like saying no to shoving food in my mouth…and I\’m finding that fitting exercise into my schedule is becoming more of an issue than I\’d like.  That’s REALLY bad.

Because I know.  I know exactly what I need to do.  I need to do all those little things that add up to big things.  I\’m just not feeling like doing all of those things.  I like drinking soda.  I like parking close to the store.  And I like not being sore.

The truth is, I NEED to do this because I\’m not living healthy right now and it’s going to catch up with me even more than it already is…I know it will.

Will someone pleeeeease come motivate me??

I think I\’m just already down on myself because I don’t like how I feel, and I don’t love how my clothes are fitting and I would just love to make a radical change that causes me to suddenly drop 10 lbs…and the fact is that I\’m not living SO unhealthy that there’s any radical changes to make.  I mean, I love soda, but I drink it once or twice a week.  I love dessert…but I don’t eat it all day.  I don’t work out regularly…but I don’t NOT work-out, I\’m at it at least once a week.

Boooooo.  Please be that kick in the pants I need to get serious!!?!